
The Magical Urge To Disappear
I wouldn't call myself anti-social but I am certainly anti-society and I quickly tire from interacting with people entranced by society's desires and ideas. This is why I keep to myself the vast majority of the time.
I wouldn't call myself anti-social but I am certainly anti-society and I quickly tire from interacting with people entranced by society's desires and ideas. This is why I keep to myself the vast majority of the time.
I could not even begin to understand what it means to be a mother. But what I can understand—and deeply empathize with—is the feeling of being trapped in a single identity and feeling forced to present only that identity to the world when, in reality, there's so much more to you than meets the eye.
Sex, for me, is no longer casual because the same intimacy that I feared in my teens and early twenties that led me to treat sex like a plaything is the same intimacy that I now crave, respect, and will hold in the highest regard if I'm blessed to fully experience it with another person.